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I’m tired of living the life they would have wanted to live if they had another shot in life.
i see this everyday, if you ever read this, why not give me a shot to actually live like that.
“Life is short, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life… Don’t let the noise of others drown out your inner voice. You’ve got to follow your heart and intuition and find what you love. If you haven’t found it yet, keep looking and don’t settle.” -Steve Jobs
sorry this post was a mood downer.
xoxo pamela
hi sweethearts!
yes, i know i shouldn’t be writing now – especially so since i have a test tomorrow – but i just felt like it.
I feel as if i should be here documenting my writing (of my story) so that i can actually remember how it felt like to be writing in the future. (and i swear i will print out every post i own when i grow older and archive them all! -i’m sentimental)
well, i know I’m not supposed to, but whenever an idea sparks and my laptop is nearby, everything gets processed from an idea, into words. and in case you’re wondering, i just had another one in the middle of a school day (of course, i only had 2 lines written down before my mind kind of dried up since i have NO idea where it should go, BUT i will come to use it!).
i mean, i wrote a whole meeting with a new character a few days back. an IMPORTANT one. but once again, i don’t know where to put him yet! hahaha!
anyway, i’ve gotta save my battery for later!
xoxo pamela
plans to indulge myself in writing and playing and learning to drive.
To write my ‘novel’ and some short, sappy romance stories that (cross my fingers!) will warm the hearts of readers out there. To write scripts from my favorite novels. Not forgetting to write reviews on all the books i’ve read the past 3 months and all the books i’m gonna indulge myself in this summer.
I’m gonna sing my heart away, hoping i can improve myself with every successive note. Wishing that one day i’ll be able to pull off a song that stuns audiences. I’m going to keep dancing, keep improving, losing myself in the beauty of singing and dancing.
And i’m definitely willing to do wacky things that i’ve never done before. maybe learn a new language, pick up a new skill or maybe try to get myself out of the country for a break! i don’t know! may fate and chance bring me where i’m meant to go.
Though in actuality, this summer is probably the time where i want to let loose and give myself time to think of what i truly want to do with my life. How i want to live it, what i want to do with it.
and with this, i officially declare my hiatus!
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of course, i’m so close to telling people hints because i’m DYING to let you people know more about Xylia!!
and yesterday, piggy Caroline said i should be named winged pamela (which just so happens to be my form spring name inspiration wingedpam ASK me stuff there! hehe!) and here’s something you should note if you desperately want a hint:
(p/s: Cam and Daniel are characters in Fallen by Lauren Kate. and my personal favorite is Cam and will always be Cam.)
Go figure. BUT, do note that my book will probably have supernatural creatures from Angels to Demons and Vampires too! but i REALLY have to focus so i goes you can only wait till summer to get a glimpse of it! hehe!
xoxo pamela
i PROMISE i’ll do screen caps and more after exams, but the NUMBER 1 thing i’m doing is probably writing my very first ‘novel’/story. the whole writing a novel idea is getting me REALLY wacky and excited, but i’m not so sure if you’ll be as intrigued by my story and characters as i already am!
for a first, here are some characters i’m ready to reveal a little of, but no promises because they’ll all probably be developing more as i keep writing! (and i’m going to give you a whole description WITH drawings of each character if i can do it once i’m ready to tell you guys who all the characters are!)
The following characters are a clique who’ve probably been with each other for years. Besties, i call them.
XYLIA
this girl is my leading lady. She’s going to stay a secret. What’s so nice if i tell you how she’s like when you can get to know her yourself! Right? *winks*
EVITA
BADASS. that’s one word i’d use to describe her. Evita is one strong, self-dependant girl who refuses to believe that she needs guys in her life, let alone love. Of course, with her punk rock looks and model-like figure, she attracts a hefty number of boys, all of which are afraid to confess their feelings to her with the fear of being BOTH rejected and pulverized by her. HAHAHA. even i think she gets pretty scary with females when she’s having a bad day…
ANGELICA
this girl is probably who you’d call a ‘QUEEN BEE’. she’s gorgeous, loves ice-cream, shopping and boys to the extent she changes her boys almost as quickly as she changes her wardrobe. ALMOST. Shallow on the surface, but she definitely has depths only her besties know of (so far at least). i gotta say, i love how this sweetheart stays loyal to her friends no matter what (even boys can’t break her away from them) and how she’s always able to stay true to herself.
and since i have shown some people my preliminary stages of writing, here’s exactly what you get UNTIL i decide that my story is good enough to see the light of day.
of course, i’d love it if you gave me your opinions on the matter so i can do better! so don’t be shy, tell me what you think of them!
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story writing aside, i’d have to say aside from story writing, i’m up to my eyeballs with projects, reading storybooks and squeezing in time to watch The Voice (I freakin’ love Tony Lucca and Pip!). and so in the meantime, this calls for a HIATUS!
see you guys after 26 April 2012!
xoxo pamela
ok. i’m almost a week late, but since i promised to post it, so i will. and since i feel bad for whoever’s reading and not getting the pictures, i posted untagged pictures of the music video, but PLEASE credit my screen caps if you’re using any of them. As per usual, i own no right to the pictures, but still, i’d appreciate if you credited anything taken out from my blog. TYVM.
that’s all! hope you like it!
have an awesome friday!
xoxo pamela